I am still operating under an assumption of lack, even though I have grown prosperous once again. I have swallowed the American kool-aid of fear about money, "enough", retirement... and choked. How can I feel prosperous when I constantly cling with a death's-grip to the feeling of lack?
I have plenty NOW, but I have forgotten to own and acknowledge this on a regular basis. I have not released the experiences of fear and lack of security that occurred between Spring 2015 and Fall 2016. That single year beat the hell out of me mentally, physically, emotionally, financially.
And so, it is time to remember how prosperous am I and to recall back to me all the feelings --and current state-- of prosperity!
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"I’m a lover of what is, not because I’m a spiritual person, but because it hurts when I argue with reality."
I wish I could be brainwashed into full belief that what matters most is my inside Self; somehow undo the inculcation I have received from parents, society, and culture, that what I look like is so important. I want it bashed into my subconscious. I want to take it to heart. I want to believe it to the core of my being.
But I know better.
I know in this pornacracy, in this superficial Kardashianistic society, (geez, I detest even writing or mentioning that name!), in this money-matters-most-'Merikuh, that I am obviated unless I am young, thin, and attractive. (I have one out of three?) It drives me crazy and I can't stand it, but there I go struggling against a culture into which I do not fit, as usual. Instead of beating the same tone-deaf tempo on my Resistance Drum, what is the cure of which I can sing? Click "Read More" to the right
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