And my heart is feeling hurt about the recent interaction with some close family not my FTW people!) who just don’t give a damn about me... it’s something I’ve known a long time, but it has been reinforced recently with my move to China.
On the bright side, I am grateful that I have a portion of family who care for me and love me. I am grateful for wonderful friends who care for me and love me. I am grateful that I have achieved enough financial prosperity that I can afford the extra $$ I’m shelling out for the move and visa and going out with friends and family. I’m grateful that I can afford the car service and rental cars I need now that I sold the truck. I sold the truck! Whoo Hoo! For a bit more than I expected, too! I’m grateful that it is all coming together and working out. I’m grateful—sooooooooverrrrrrrygratefulllllllll—for this new teaching position in China! China! I am so grateful I am moving to China! And Paris! I get to spend FOUR FULL DAYS in Paris!!! It may be harried and hurried, but I CAN DO IT ALL—I can do everything I need to do before I leave in 8 days, 4 hours, and 29 minutes!!! Aagh! I need to stop writing my gratitude here and go pack! LOL!
And I’m grateful I feel better, now that I have remembered everything for which I am grateful, and written it here on the “paper” of my blog! I needed a wave of gratitude to get me out of the “fear” of not finishing everything and the sadness of rejection.
我能行 Wo Neng Xing!
je peux le faire!
나는 그것을 할 수있다!
I can do it!